Plagued by nightmares of her family's tragic demise and with the fear that these nightmares will come true invading her waking hours, Sydney Gillman struggles to make her life look perfect and keep others from finding out her deepest fear, that she is slowly going crazy. Sydney has built walls around her heart keeping not only family and friends at bay but also shutting out the God who loves her. Then tragedy strikes and Sydney is left to wonder if God is to blame for all the sorrow and tragedy in her life? Faced with the decision to either accept God's love or turn her back on Him forever. Sydney must decide if she can once again open her heart to God or forever let fear reign in her life.