He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not: A Memoir of Finding Faith, Hope, and Happily Ever After - eBook
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not: A Memoir of Finding Faith, Hope, and Happily Ever After - eBook  -     By: Trish Ryan
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He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not: A Memoir of Finding Faith, Hope, and Happily Ever After - eBook

FaithWords / 2008 / ePub

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With a mixture of humor and enduring vulnerability, Trish Ryan lays bare her spiritual journey in this honest, thought provoking memoir, in the vein of Anne Lamott's Traveling Mercies and Donald Miller's Blue Like Jazz. This thoughtful, and honest memoir is the story of how her search for the right guy turned into a search for the right God, and how she ended up with a happily-ever-after ending.

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Format: DRM Protected ePub
Vendor: FaithWords
Publication Date: 2008
ISBN: 9780446536134
ISBN-13: 9780446536134

Publisher's Description

Trish Ryan was the quintessential successful thirtysomething woman -- she had a career as an attorney, a nice car, and a succession of men clamoring for her affection. But despite all her accomplishments, the things by which she defined her life continually left her disappointed, especially when it came to dating. Like the heroines of chick-lit novels and Sex and the City, she couldn't escape her bad luck with men: men who cheated, who left her, who made her a lesser version of herself. After years of trying everything out there to make love work -- new age philosophy, feminist empowerment, myriad of self-help programs -- she finally, hesitantly, decided to give God a try. This is Ryan's story of how her search for the right guy turned into the search for the right God, and (spoiler alert!) how she ended up with the happily-ever-after ending.

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I was a lawyer with a growing assortment of esoteric spiritual practices, being dumped by a bisexual atheist because I wasn't sufficiently interested in politics or spiritual matters. In my quest for a husband with a numerologically significant last name, I'd dropped my standards to an all-time low—and ended up flattened by a man I neither liked nor respected.

Why do women stay in abusive relationships? Here's how, I discovered: there is a cost to leaving, a huge price to pay to fall out of the societal acceptance and comfort that comes from having a husband and a home—even if you get screamed at for hours every night behind the walls of that home.

I'd had run-ins with Jesus' people over the years. The strangest thing about these fervent believers, I thought later, was how none of them asked me, in their attempts to sell their faith, what was going in my life—what was missing or what I was searching for. None of them told me how Jesus could make my life better, because they didn't ask what needed fixing.

'You realize don't you,' God said, 'this means no more sex until you get married?' I am the only person I know whose salvation story begins with a direct request to stop fornicating.

It had never occurred to me that the Bible said I could have anything: I thought it was a list of what I couldn't have. For all my spiritual searching I'd never really looked at the Bible. I'd been told it was a patriarchal, misogynistic book written by early church leaders to repress women.

I had no idea what to make of statements like 'Jesus' finished work on the Cross' or why Christians focused so determinedly on Jesus' murder when really the only "good news" I could find in the story was that three days later the guy came back to life.

To my utter consternation, Jesus claimed to be the only path to abundant life and the only way to get to heaven. As maniacally devoted as I was to the idea of romantic monogamy, it hadn't occurred to me that spiritual monogamy might be a good idea as well.

If the Bible was true, I faced some major changes in how I thought about life. I had always believed that spirituality was about mastering my positive thinking and burnishing my personal wholeness and self esteem. I had never imagined it would be about Jesus, admitting that I was entirely sin-prone and fighting off an evil being who wanted to devour me. Suddenly this Christian thing seemed like a bizarre Star Trek episode where I had to master the hidden forces of some new galaxy in order to survive. But as I read the Bible, I felt God saying: 'This is the self-help book you've been looking for.'

The thing I noticed about Jesus that I didn't see in most of his front men was that He really got in there and loved people. He loved them in a personal, relational, helpful way, not in that arms-length love-the-sinner-hate-the-sin way.

I tried all those gods, along with the gods of money, cute outfits, and having the flattest stomach on the beach. Not to mention my ongoing quest to worship Mr. Right, not matter how not-right he might be. Like Baal in the Old Testament, when these gods were put to the test by the fiery trials of my real life, none of them had any power.

Publisher's Weekly

Ryan's winsome memoir and writing debut traces her desperate search for a man—specifically a husband—and for a spirituality that works for her. En route, her heart is broken in every possible way: her college fiancé cheats on her, her first husband abuses her, and she dates a succession of alternately nice and creepy noncommittal guys. She attempts to talk herself out of her desire for marriage, hoping that crystals, feng shui and astrology will provide the guidance she needs to sort out the mess of her life. When she ends up unemployed and broke in Boston, she channel-surfs across a Joyce Meyer program one afternoon and is shocked to hear that the Bible promises good things. Ryan visits a Vineyard church, joins a small group, and ever-so-tentatively explores the idea of Jesus, eventually giving him her broken life and asking him to fix it. God promises her a husband and delivers (with a tinge of prosperity gospel that will appeal to Meyer fans), but not without cost. In spite of her desperation and a string of horrible choices, Ryan is eminently likable and vulnerable, and her sharp writing will appeal to faithful and irreverent readers alike. (Apr. 30) Copyright 2008 Reed Business Information.

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