This book is my real life story, talking about my battle with depression, suicide and homosexuality for twenty-four years and ;as well as alcoholism for fourteen years and; my victory over all these problems through making Jesus Christ Lord and Saviour of my life, who has given me so much peace and joy than I can ever imagine. This book is also about forgiveness, faith in God through Jesus, and not giving up on the dreams and visions God has placed in my heart. This book addresses many problems you may be struggling with depression, suicide, homosexuality, or any addiction. Only a relationship with Jesus Christ will give you the freedom and peace I believe everyone desires. This book also outlines that the key to true happiness is forgiveness and how faith in Jesus, can help you accomplish anything you are believing for or want to achieve in your life.