October 12, 1993 To my baby, Hello. You are the biggest surprise of my life. I'm confused about what to do, but I promise you I will not hurt you... I just found out I'm pregnant and I'm not sure who your father is... Why is this happening to me? ... January 27, 1994 Well, son I found out today you are a boy. A son, I wanted a son first... Carl is excited... Our family is coming together, finally. I love you... Sunday, July 20th 1997 I found Jamon at he bottom of our swimming pool in the backyard, drowned. He had only been out of my sight less than two minutes, but that is all it takes to completely change your world, two minutes... Daughter, wife and mother, Christy has a life filled with relationships, both nourishing and detrimental ones. The only way for the danger of personal injury to be avoided is for there to be a total absence of human interaction, but interaction is inevitable. The only solace is to be hidden within the heart of God, even when we don't recognize that is where we are. This candid look at a string of life changing events is told the only way Christy knows how, honestly. It is a story of how one small angel taught us all the meaning of Love and forgiveness.