Darkness Before Dawn
Light breaks through the Dark. It is Dawn.
I just finished Darkness Before Dawn by Ace Collins. It is Powerful. It is Sad. And then--Light breaks through the Dark. It is Dawn.
What a book this is. Ace Collins has a new fan.
So what is this book, Darkness Before Dawn?
It is a story that takes people you and I know....husbands driving home late at night, young wives waiting for them with joyful news to share, the carload of boys and girls drunk on beer and scotch after a lake bonfire party. This book lets us follow their lives, lives just like ours or someone we know, and lets us see inside their minds as these lives intersect, and one of them ends.
This story begins in the darkness of night when Meg Richard's answers her phone to find a state trooper making the call no one ever wants to make or receive. He said "I am sorry to have to inform you that there has been an accident."
What he doesn't say is what she hears. "Your husband is dead. Your world is torn apart."
Steve Richards died upon impact with the drunken teen's vehicle, and his car went up in flames with his body trapped inside. This 2 AM phone call ushered the Dark Music into her bright life, Dark Music that would not stop playing for a long time.
Meg drove to the hospital to identify the body, knowing her husband by the ring on his hand. The ring that was engraved "Til death do us part."
They had been parted, at the hands of James Thomas, underage drunk who drove into the wrong lane and hit Steve head on.
There is no way on earth to bring Steve back. Meg knows this, but she also knows she can punish his killer, and make him understand the pain he caused. Darkness Before Dawn brings us down with Meg, down to the thirst for revenge, to the place where causing James Thomas harm becomes her purpose at her own expense and the expense of her baby.
As I read, I felt Meg's desire for justice. I knew why she wanted it. I hated the selfishness, the carelessness of this young man who snuffed out life in a horrible way and showed no remorse. This book pulled me into Meg's battles.
This book would not let me put it down.
Allow me to tell a little story at this point... and you will better understand why I say this is a book we all should read.
This morning I stood on the bank of a drainage ditch at the end of my local dirt road. There was a beer bottle lying in the grass near the slimy run-off water. As I picked up the sun-warmed bottle and held it in my hand, I looked down at the marks where the cars parked there had spun dirt as they pulled out. The drivers were probably young--this is one of our county's favorite hangouts for the highschoolers. If past history and the weight of the bottle in my hand meant anything, they were drinking again.
And I wished that they would stop, that the hands that had tossed this bottle would soon fold in prayer.
I wish that we could raise our young men so that they would never have to have memories of drinking. I wish we could teach them to run from the bottle. I wish we could help those who are drinking, those who have been James Thomases, to be redeemed.
Thank you Ace Collins, Abingdon Press and Litfuse for sending me Darkness Before Dawn. I will not be forgetting this one.
June 3, 2013
A Moving Story
Yet another winning book from Ace Collins! I have previously read Yellow Packard and Christmas Star, and while I must admit candidly that Ace isnÃ¢ÂÂt one of my all-time favorite authors, the books are good enough that I keep reading them and anticipating reading the next one. This one dealt with some especially tough (and hard to handle) topics: hate, sorrow, resentment, revenge, pushing God away. But I felt that the author handled them very well. It was an amazingly real and understandable and sad book! I completely understood what the main character was feeling throughout the book. God was prominent throughout, but at the same time, to be blunt, He wasnÃ¢ÂÂt overkill. At least, I never felt like He was. Definitely there, but not pushed down a personÃ¢ÂÂs throat. The ending was terrific Ã¢ÂÂ this book is sad, like I said, but also amazing due to the redemption. I would recommend this to late teens and adults, men and women. ItÃ¢ÂÂs a good book, and not one youÃ¢ÂÂll forget in a hurry.
**Litfuse sent me a free copy of this book as part of its blog tour. I wasnÃ¢ÂÂt paid for this review, and wasnÃ¢ÂÂt required to post positively.**
May 6, 2013
Grief. Drunk teen driving, tragedy
Review: Well written and easy to read, this book tells the story of losing a loved one and the grieving process. This particular book deals with drunk driving and the consequences of driving under the influence. Even more important, it deals with the subject of teen drunk driving, which is a problem in our society. Even though this book is Christian fiction, no doubt it is very real to many families.
Meg Richards is the young woman whose husband is killed by a drunk teen driver. She is full of bitterness and basically turns her back on God. Ã¢ÂÂHow can a God of love allow such a thing to happen?Ã¢ÂÂ She makes it her personal goal to destroy the young man responsible for her husbandÃ¢ÂÂs death. In addition, she receives news that she is expecting their first child within just a few hours of her husbandÃ¢ÂÂs death. This only adds fuel to her bitter spirit.
Ultimately she does destroy the young man. But God in His grace gives her an opportunity to save the young man and restore her own heart and faith in God. The author also introduces a character who is instrumental in MegÃ¢ÂÂs life. Nancy shows Meg that even though bad things happen, God is still on the throne and in control.
While I felt that the author dwelt on the Ã¢ÂÂbitternessÃ¢ÂÂ side a little long, the ending was good. I appreciated the spotlight being put on the subject of teen drunk driving and how the decision of someone to drink and drive can have devastating and irreversible consequences. This is a book that is easy to recommend for reading.
DISCLOSURE: A complimentary copy of Darkness Before Dawn was provided by Litfuse Publicity Group on behalf of the author and publisher, Abingdon Press in exchange for our honest review.
April 29, 2013
Grief, Revenge, Loss Of Faith and Forgiveness
Ace Collins in his new book, "Darkness Before Dawn" published by Abingdon Press takes us into the life of Meg Richards.
From the back cover: Will grief push Meg over the edge?
On the same night she discovers she is pregnant, twenty-eight-year-old nurse Meg Richards's husband is killed in an auto accident caused by a drunken teen. James Thomas comes from one of the most influential families in the community. He's a star athlete and glamour boy at the local high school. But the accident he caused will change his life--and Meg's future--forever.
Angered by her senseless loss and facing life as a single mother, Meg blames God for what has happened and considers a decision that could change her life even further. Enraged by the brutal trial and the court's decision, Meg starts down a frightening path of retribution. When the opportunity for revenge comes unexpectedly, will Meg follow through? Or will the remnants of her faith lead her in a different direction?
Ace Collins seems to understand the grief you go through when a spouse dies, especially under tragic and dramatic circumstances. It is difficult to receive the information from the police officer that your spouse has died in an accident caused by a drunk teenager and that the teenager survived. Meg looks to the courts for justice but is denied her closure. Now she wants revenge. There are characters in "Darkness Before Dawn" that want Meg to heal from this enormous pain she is carrying while there are others who want her to extract her revenge. The only One who is really going to be able to help her is God however her faith in Him has shut down. Mr. Collins throws in all kinds of sub-plots that keep the story moving briskly however the focus is on Meg. Through Mr. Collins' excellent writing skills we come to understand Meg and want her to be healed from her almost crushing pain. Mr. Collins has given us themes of devastating loss, revenge, and forgiveness and how we can deal with them. Does Meg extract her revenge? I am not going to tell you, you would not appreciate me if I did. You are just going to have to read this book. I guarantee you will really enjoy it.
Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from Pump Up Your Book. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission's 16 CFR, Part 255: "Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising."
April 23, 2013